A little piece of heaven.

Maybe it was a meeting by fate, who's to say? I just got off the phone with my newest friend KASAN, really cool person. We connected instantly on the topic of music our dreams are so similar it's hard to imagine it was anything but fate, we met through a mutual friend. I think Kasan has a bright future of being a rocker, they certainly have the voice and look to pull it off. We stayed up all night talking and getting to know one another, I think there's potential for us do music together, we talked about working together.



I think this is a good push for me!

We talked about visiting Japan together and going to see our favorite band the GazettE live. Another dream of mine would be complete..
Kasan has seem them several times listening to them talking about the band live just made me more and more interested in seeming them perform in person.

Two words: I caved. I just finished ordering both games I couldn't decide which one and I was going to hold off on buying them until I had a little more money to splurge on video games, but I stumbled upon this deal Gamestop is having that lasts 3 days that gave me 20% off any new Xbox 360 game *__* I couldn't believe it.

So of course I figured since I was going to buy them both sooner or later best to get them now when they'll be cheap. From the videos and everything I've seen of the games they look amazing, I've been following both since their early production stages.

Besides I need to complete my Final Fantasy collection I have EVERY FF game in the numbered series 1-12 and some side ones even like Crisis Core, FF: Tactics. :) That's a good enough reason to spend the money on 13 right?

Now, to wait patiently for 5-10 days, wish me luck! (>_<)

I just got off the phone with Flip, we were talking for at least an hour. She's such a talented business woman, I admire women like that. I think she should have more confidence in herself though! She has such a great business sense and charming personality, I think any company would be lucky to have her, hopefully she too can make her realize this. (>_<) I want to continue to support her goals she really is a kind girl who deserves many good things! ^^ She messaged me tonight because she was nervous about not making it to the interview for her possible new job and wanted my support, I'll gladly continue to give it to her without wavering. "Good luck with your new job." She also asked me to work with her on her promotional and management company, FlippinPR that deals with public relation affairs with specifically, Japanese artists. I'm honored! I think it will be good to help expose more of my work and possible talents to different companies and people, something else I can add to my resume. I'm always grateful for opportunities to express myself.

Enni is one of my good friends and probably one of the prettiest girls in Finland. Don't you think so? We had another great Skype conversation tonight it was nice to catch up with her we hadn't spoken vocally in a sometime. She always makes me laugh with the silly things she says along with her cute pronunciations of the English language. We always have so much fun together when we speak, I'm always so flattered too whenever she asks me to sing to her. I really value her friendship.

I woke up today to my sister calling my cellphone, when I picked up she sounded really happy I haven't talked to her since she left. All she called to ask me was to open the front door, as I unlocked the door I just went upstairs I didn't even want to see her.

It just feels like when my brother left all over again, no goodbye--nothing.
And now she's leaving too.

She didn't even really seem to care about not seeing me, she just grabbed her stuff and left.
The house just seems so much emptier lately, especially now that my dad's away on business it's just me and my mom around.

I feel like what's left of our family is breaking up.

When I logged into Myspace to see how Kira was doing, I've missed him I haven't spoken to him in the longest time I was trying to selfishly turn to him for comfort, when I read his status comment talking about how his mother passed away yesterday. I feel like such a bad friend because I haven't been there while he's been dealing with all this.

I remember how sad he was when he told me she was sick with cancer and how her personality completely changed--she was being so nice to him. I was really happy for him, he told me she better live or he'll be pissed. I tried to call him several times today, but his phone's off. I'm sure he's too upset to speak.

I feel pretty helpless lately in regards to being able to help my friend's deal with their crisis'. Unfortunately, the other day Ami's friend, Dirk, was shot and killed. I know she's been sad about that lately too. I've been trying to take her mind off things and talk with her as often as I can on Skype. Somehow, at least on the outside she keeps her composure and has remained calm and her happy normal self. I wonder if she's that way on the inside too?

In any way I can I want to help the both of them.

I'm stressing about this essay due Tuesday, I don't even know where to begin. And right now I really don't feel like even working on it.

Last night me and Makoto were supposed to go see [geist] play live with Polysics I was looking forward to seeing the show since it had been some time since I last saw Kane and the boys play live. Unfortunately, after Makoto got stuck in traffic in DC, Ryo ending up being able to come last minute, and everyone finally getting together the ticket office for the show was going to be closed so we decided after all the trouble of getting together we should just do something else, so we ended up going to see the Wolfman.



It was the last showing and the theater was basically empty so me, Ryo, Lady and Makoto had the place practically all to ourselves. Afterwards, none of us wanted to leave and go home so we ended up talking in the empty parking lot outside of the theater for hours.

We sat in Makoto's car for hours the four of us talking..it was really nice to catch up with Ryo too it had been way too long since I had last seen her.

We got to the hotel at about 1 am what a waste of even reserving Thursday night lol. Lady had a lot of running around to do and had to go pick up Rei and such ontop of a 4-5 hour or so ride down to me/the con area so they ended up getting to my house at about 11 30 I take forever to pack I’m always worried I’ll leave something behind that is vital to my costumes or something so we didn’t leave till about 12 or so took about 30 minutes to get there we checked in and after all that and lugging our stuff up were in the room about 1 or so. It was my first time actually meeting Rei in person but we treated/acted with each other like we had hung out all the time. We just kinda settled in the room and relaxed, Lady was fixing things on her Jasmine You costume and Rei went with me to meet up with my friend Cecilia to pick up some things for my Kamijo costume.

It was the first time meeting her in person as well, she was really cool very nice and enthusiastic about things, especially when it came to Kaya lol. She showed me and Rei a bunch of videos and pictures of Kaya it was amazing how passionate she was about him after casually talking about Kaya and other things we were talking till about 3 -4 am and were exhausted and had to get started on dyeing my hair so we headed back to my friend. Rei was nice enough to help me dye my hair for Kamijo I think because I’m so anal about making everything look nice for a costume I didn’t go to bed until about 6-7am.